CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE♥

10th. of July 2012

Today was an ordinary day until boyF tear the new fragrance cover away and everything started.


I had no interest in flowers til I realized their pretty appearance and sweet smell can actually light up my day!
The new fragrance is tulip flower type. It smells really nice, attracts me so much. It is the pink type.

In the language of flowers, tulips have their own meaning and symbolism. In general the tulip flowers mean perfect love and a true, passionate lover. They means fame, passion and romance. And of course, tulip flowers are always associated with spring. Blooming in a multitude of colors, they are a vibrant, timeless symbol of spring.


I love yellow tulips.Yellow tulips, which earlier suggested hopeless love, has gone through a change of meaning. Today they represent cheerful thoughts and sunshine.

I hope boyF would plant me a pot of yellow tulips so that every morning when I wake up, I can see them. Hope He read this! haha....

I would like to apologize being silly, sad and mad at you for just the cover that you tore, babe.
You mean more than that to me.
I can't live a day without you.
I don't want to imagine my life without you.


Because you had been so wonderful to me, always!
And this is the very first time in my life that I actually feel safe with, besides family. 


I'm sorry for being so messed up because I'm so afraid of losing. 
I would always be by your side just like how you be by mine when I need you the most even though sometimes you might neglect some small, lil' things, but overall, you're being so sweet, so sincere, so responsible. 
You know what? I cross my heart for you♥

I plant Zinnia Giant Mix for you. Hope they will grow. :) 

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

Today is Sunday - the end of the week or I suppose the beginning of a new,fresh week.
Whatever it says, it doesn't matter. All that matters is how you think of it to be.

It was almost 11 when I woke up in the morning. You know what? I felt like I'm too lazy, I hate work! honestly!
When I have no job, I'm dying to get one. But, when I do have one, I wish it would go away from my peaceful days.

Human is rather complicated.

It was so busy in the lunch time and I'd skipped my breakfast. Even delayed it until I get to have my very first meal at almost 3.40, caused gastric pain. Forget about it. It's just the other side of the day.

There's a movie entitled, "Girls" which just premiered on HBO., that I've recently download and I think maybe I should try to watch it as it was a new release after finishing up Gossip Girl season 5. Can't wait for season 6!!

Back to "Girls", in my opinion, after starting the first episode, I think the show has great potential. Based on the tone from this inaugural episode, I’m not sure the show would be able to remain compelling lasting longer than a miniseries because in life there must be change and there must be a progression of time.
The main theme focused in here is the transition from girl-hood to adulthood and the moment when that has to be fully embraced.

There's a part that I like it so much in episode 1 where,

"A : I'm going to find you a job worthy of your talents.
B : Well, I'll appreciate that. But I don't know how you're going to find a job fast enough. I'm going to have to work like at McDonald's.
A : You're not going to work at McDonald's!
C : What's wrong to work at McDonald's? It's great! It's fucking incredible. You know how many people McDonald's feeds every day? Do you know how many people it employs around the world? Plus, they make an incredible product, okay? It taste tremendous. It's affordable. It's fucking consistent. I can walk into a McDonald's in Nigeria, order chicken McNuggets. When I bite into, you know what it's going to taste like? It's going to taste like home!"

I could say nothing no more.
But there's something that inspire me in this movie.
"........it gives me the freedom that I don't have to be anyone's slave. You should never be anyone's fucking slave......."

Actually we are each other's slave. You are my slave, he is your slave, she is our slave and things keep going on.
Actually the world is small. We are all connected. So beware. *wink

Maybe I should watch more til I give more recaps or simply review on it next time.

True, again, I skip my shift today. Because I'm holly pissed.
I need a time-off. Like as what they used to said, 'I might be a voice of a generation, someday, somehow.'
Ahhhhhh........too literate!

I don't need a partime job for living.
I just need the feel of need to supplement myself sometimes. 
Living and building or maybe improve how I use to be, without needing help from my parents.
I do not envy those wealthy-look students driving expensive cars to college every day , because their parents are the wealthy ones.. They are nothing without family.
No offense. What I just want to point it out here is people who drive expensive car, have a lot of money and spend rich come all by the hard work that paid off would be mostly admirable!

I've become a use-money-wisely person lately.
What I've buried in my mind is to keep as much money as possible, keep it hot hot..
But.....I dying to have an I-Phone. Honestly.
Work hard and wait til it to be release....

-I believe hard works always worth to be paid-

 XO.XO  Andrea

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

Hello upper east siders. Looks like I'm having trouble this morning.

Having a bad flu, about to recover. Early in the morning, rain pouring down so heavily.

At first, I'd expected to see nice sunrise but however, not everything turns out the way we wanted it to be.

It would be nice if I could continue to wrap myself inside the blanket when morning raining heavily. 

Looks like I had o choice , but to call taxi.

The driver told me that it might be traffic jam.

Oh gosh..Who doesn't know that ? 

I'd been stucked in the jam for almost 45minutes.

The driver keep playing songs about Jesus.

But, you see..Even he, himself cannot stand of being patience when met with trouble or put it simply in words, a challenge from God.

Guess what.. He keep scratching his head, leaning with his arm against the window and keep sigh sigh sigh non-stop.

Hello ?? Me, myself, didn't even sigh for once. Weird. I felt I've never been so calm like this before if I've been put in the exact situation.

I keep looking at my watch and keep on estimating the time to reach..The time is running out ! Oh dear..

As expected, I'm late for my exam. Poor me! :(

I'm late for almost 15minutes into the 300E room !!

First time ever in my history I'm late!

Everything has it's first time , well !

Glad that it's over for now.

I felt relieved for awhile, I guess!

I threw myself on my lovely bed after having lunch.

It was the best feeling ever ever !!

I suppose that I would only have a short nap and continue to catch up with gossip girl, but.........

when I was awake, it's already 4pm ! 

The laziness started to indulge all over me! plus I felt my running nose....

So, I plan not to work today, take one day more nice break, locking up myself in the apartment! Yay!!

But rest assured when I’m back I’ll be better than ever.

There's one thing that inspire me so much when this going to the beach thing came to my head.

Realized. I've never had a proper beach-day-out before. Planning of having one! 

First thing that comes when talking about beach is...........of course bikini girls besides hot weather !

If I'm Victoria's Secret angels like Adriana and Karolina, nothing can stop me from looking perfectly fabulous, not even a white bikini that's hard to pull off for us mortal girls !

 But I like Miranda's body. Looks fab ! 

I bet beach-day-out would be certainly fun. AHHHHHH........

Something about Scorpio for this June. 

Soothe your soul : Friends may mean well but let them get too overbearing and dynamics will change. Be your gorgeous and creative self and people will love just the way you are. 

Love : Your sentimental mood will heighten romance and getting swept off your feet will be fun! Keep your love strong , listen to your head.

Career : Focus on your work and not on the dramas around you, success will come easily.

Today is first of June. That means tonight twelve sharp, it's me and baby's 17th. monthsary !

I've done a stupid thing just now but I guess my baby gonna like it !

Surprise*Surprise* 

Greatly recommend "Day to Day" from the The Ting Tings album. This UK duo cornered the quirky and sassy market in their albums.

I like the part >> 

Because everyday when you mean it
Respect it
Put it out deglect it
Talking trhew a face it
Tear it up
Replace it
Win some
Lose some
Find out we use some
Bandles and have fun some in you and counting on

 That's it for now! X.O.X.O Andrea

CHAPTER TWENTY

-A Fresh Start-

Welcome blog. Once again..after that since the last post..Well.. I wasn't know what to write about..Any comment what to write ? 

 So, roughly start then.....

It's the exam months for me to end up my A-Level. 

However, last week, I get a call from a lady, now is my boss.

I get to the interview thing and started the job.

Mummy was so anxious and worry if I can study and work in the same time.

Family! Can’t live with them, can’t live without them. 

 But just remember: blood is thicker than water.

But..as wish....What I had planned gone well until now.. 

So, hopefully this will last and even improved :)

Talking about the job, it's a "Seafood" restaurant again.

Thinking back, I thought I swore to myself that I would never ever work in that kinda place anymore.

It's freaking me out.. Effing* tired!

What I'm thinking ? I also don't know.

I've learn new things tho.

Going to a new place, without knowing the history, without clearly tasting ALL the food, I'm actually asked to introduce and recommend food to the customers. SWT!

I feel bad, I had to admit.

Pointing pictures in menu and telling them they are super delicious, telling them that they will regret for not trying. (blow-water)

What to do.....boss asked me to do so..my job..my responsibilities..

No problem until now..

Just that some customers seem like doesn't speak mandarin or english, so what?

Then start to belasah 'hokkien' with them then... *BiLingBaLang$%^*#*

I remembered past few days there came one aunty said "Don't talk chinese to me, I don't understand one."

I so wanna ask back her right to her face, "Didn't you hear I'm talking English to you?!" Wtf-

And then she talked hokkien to her son. Please la..So arrogant, act elegant ! 

Put all your money on the table, I salute you then! 

Action speaks louder than words! 

However, roughly, I've met new friends, new competitors, and learn new things.

Forward to have and see more !

As I posted in my facebook today, how to encourage people to read your blog ?

Nobody is reading, No followers, No likes, no comment either. Poor me :(

I hope there's people out there who is willing to read my boring blogs and  send in your tips for what I should write about and I’ll be sure to post them.

Therefore, I can improve my blogs. 

There is a Contract Law exam tomorrow.

Hope I will be doing it well !

Recently, I'd listen to 'On the Radio' by Regina Spektor. 

The lyrics is meaningful. 

There's a part of it that never leave my head. and the lyrics keep repeating on and on. 

 "No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"

I'm locked up in the apartment with books, social networks and flu.

At least with Jason Derulo's songs. 

Thanks God !

I never felt I'm connected or socially active.

That's why I always said that my boyfriend is my best friend.

Seems like everyone is either walking away or didn't talk to me except for Him.

I always asked him if is it my problem that I felt dull.

He always answer "Oh no..Not your fault at all..It's because you're too silent that makes you hideous and people think you're arrogant. I'm with you. That all matters, didn't it ?" 

Maybe I should start to think out of the box in this matter.

Perhaps to grave the feeling of no matter how noisy is the place I'm in, I still felt alone.

If there is still no any good in it, I think I will post to find a soul as my friend.

Nothing comes easy, I see.

But, honestly, I'm frustrated of talking to people, I don't know who should I trust, which is false, because everytime I try to make one, turn out, they back-stabbed me, turned their back on me.

So, I rather being alone. Let the lyrics take their places to replace what I need to express.

Guess what, I knew those who view me on facebook.

I just hide it to poke back.

Because there is no point when I'm not ready.

It sounds like Eyy NaNa.... I don't give a damn ..but thank you for letting me to be in the center of your world!

As I always said..well..

I have never regarded myself as this or that. I have been too busy being myself to bother about regarding myself.  I take a lot of pride in being myself. but I'm comfortable with who I am.

This is how thursday night goes by~ 

Goodnight :)

Stay tuned to the next~      X.O.X.O Andrea 

 

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Today is a holiday,
I stay at home - rest .

The most "special" thing when I'm at home is ..................
Guess what ?

I don't need to put on alarm :/
Yes! You are right.
Ma mum is the natural-alarm- no snooze-nothing .
Accurate & sensible !

It was about 10.30+ + ,
but
I still feel wanna sleep :O
Have to wake up no matter what,
Kalau tak,
 nanti mummy merajuk ehh ~


She bought me "roti canai" as breakfast.
Thank you , Mummy!
I have longed to eat it too actually ! haahha

One of the most delicious food on Earth ~

I have this with a glass of plain water.
I wished I could get "mamak teh-tarik" right now.
It woud be super-good !

Then, I'd tried to do some revision on Economics
not because of I'm hardworking,
but BECAUSE................
the trial exam is just around the corner ! oppss!!

Actually, I've set a goal to be made,
Just not sure I could or not to make it to the top ~
A very hard dedication and lots of struggle needed :(
but,
nothing comes easy, right ?

I'm doing revision on Chapter6 (Inflation).
Though I'm studing UK and other countries' inflation.

However, I would like to share with you guys about the Malaysia Inflation Rate as well.
From 2005 until 2010, the average inflation rate in Malaysia was 2.77% reaching an historical high of 8.50% in July of 2008 and a record low of -2.40% in July of 2009.

The latest update was >>The inflation rate in Malaysia was last reported at 3.1% in July of 2011.

Inflation rate refers to a general rise in prices measured against a standard level of purchasing power. The most well known measures of Inflation are the CPI which measures consumer prices, and the GDP deflator, which measures inflation in the whole of the domestic economy. 

The impact is about 3/5 stars rating.

 For more updates, check back the latest inflation rate which will be release at September21st~


Stop here for the inflation rate til the incoming update ~

It will be 3days more so I can meet my HIM.
For the worst thing I've ever said and repeated again&again was 
I do miss CCK♥

It was so so not normal to be without HIM by myside.
But, it's okay ~
as HE promised me to send me at least a picture everyday. 
Such a good good good "Cessar" :)
Please, I'm not that kinda human-magnet that always stick to boyfriend kay!
I'm just being caring ^^
And......."Cessar" don't angry me kay? for posting this out.

Byhere, hope that HE is fine. (happy+healthy+fatty)

While blogging, 
I'm waiting for my Lunch!! Hungry**


Let me intoduce my simple X delicious
Lunch's Yummy Menu >> No.1 Ayamas Black Pepper Crispy Fried Chicken !!

The breading is coated with premium quality black pepper corns and premium quality chicken meat is well marinated with world famous black pepper corns from Sarawak. Contains no preservatives, Trans fat or MSG. It gives an authentic peppery flavor and will spice up your palate.

This is how the packaging looks like.

850 gm

RM 11.99 

See..crispy....krunch*krunch**

>> No.2 Sambal Kerang Mak Soon 

(ignore the name-cuz' especially created due to ma mum's dish)

 I would like to share its recipe (just 5simple steps) with you guys but in malay version cuz' it would be easier for me to explain.. Sorry :) 

Resipi Sambal Kerang

Bahan-bahan ( 2-3orang)

• 1 mangkuk kerang yang telah direbus dan buang kulitnya
• 1/2 biji bawang besar dikisar
• 3 ulas bawang putih dikisar
• sedikit belacan
• sedikit air asam jawa
• 3 sudu besar sos tomato
• 1/2 biji bawang besar dimayang
• 2 sudu besar cili giling
• garam dan gula secukupnya
• sedikit minyak untuk tumis

Cara-cara

1. tumis bawang putih dan bawang besar yang dikisar sampai wangi.
2. masukkan cili giling dan belacan
3. masukkan air asam jawa, sos tomato, garam dan gula.
4. masak sampai kuah agak likat dan masukkan kerang serta bawang yang dimayang.
5. biarkan seketika sampai bawang layu.. sedap dimakan bersama nasi atau nasi lemak 

>> No.3 Fresh Cucumber 

Fresh cucumber with some sliced onions &other ingredients (not so like it)

Hmmm....what should I say ...
Well, although just a few dishes, and although they are simple,
But they are really easy to prepare and nice to eat too XD (self-compliment).


Dinner time; we are so lazy to go out to dine and were terribly head-ache of what to eat,
so, mummy cook again. (simpleXyummy)
Dinner Menu : >> Sardine Fish 

Eat sardine MUST choose Ayam Brand !!

This is how it looks like :)

>> Another species of lala (don't know the exact name)

>>vegetable same like cucumber, but not cucumber

That's all for dinner ~
Suddenly, I feel so inspirational of telling myself
"When I feel like giving up,I  remember why I held on for so long in the first place"

 (It is all about my goals & mission)

That's all for today ~ 

But before I go, I would like to say; "I miss my CK"..

Hope He read this :P

_stay tuned til the next update_

-Andrea, 31st.August 2011-

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Hi, it has been such a long time I didn't blog due laziness :S

Well, today is a very special day >>Hari Merdeka (54th)

So, I would like to wish every Malaysian citizen "Selamat Hari Merdeka" !!
I'm proud to be Malaysian :)

After over five decades of independence, what does that very word, MERDEKA, mean to us, the young people ?

What does Merdeka mean to you?
What do you feel when you hear the word, 'Merdeka'?
Does "freedom" ring in the same sentence?
Do you find a frisson of joy at having able to celebrate 54 years of peace, independence and unity?

All this while ,
Being almost 18,
Merdeka simply means to me that we have achieved independence and freedom from a foreign power.
It must have been such a long way for the past "wira bangsa" to fight and protect against enemies and thus, bring this on til today.

Merdeka has a significant meaning in my life.
It is not only what content in the history we study in textbooks in past few years.
Sadly, not much of us, young people appreciate or even aware what is the true meaning behind all this while - MERDEKA.
What does young people today know is just to admire other countries' well-being , and stepped on own country's part.

The word Merdeka holds not only the memory of freedom for our country, but it reminds us of our roots, of our ability to be united and harmonious.

The most important is NOT to be racist.
No matter what races, religion, ethics, languages spoken and skin color,
WE should stand together as a whole - 1 Malaysia.

But, however, Merdeka, sadly, has recently lost its meaning for me. It's unfortunate that I now view it as a kind of holiday, to distress or to relax. Perhaps the reason is the big 'HOORAY' that has been made of it had disappear.

When I'm lil,
it was an excited thing when MERDEKA day came,
I used to countdown a night before and waited in front of the TV ,
Just to see the news popping out.

In school, we used to celebrate this day to the full.
We sang so many patriotic songs,
waved the flags here and there,
wore "Jalur Gemilang"'s shirt,caps,
made our own badge, and
the one
I remembered the most
was decorate the class.

SUPER-AWESOME !!

I wouldn't go back to the past to sing patriotic songs at school with friends anymore.
What I can do is,
bathroom-K-ok :P

MERDEKA!!


_stay tuned til the next blog_

-Andrea, 31st.August 2011-

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Today I wake up quite early at 6.30am
I went for the Psychology and Economics class..

Then I met Bii at the mall :)
*the most happiest moment

Suddenly...........
turns sorrow

He was not happy with the lunch I think - Hainan Chicken Rice
Suddenly, I felt He doesn't care about me
He walked across the road, walked so fast,
without looking back,
where I am
But I still following Him from the back
coz' I know
I have to be with Him
always
no matter what

I've cried after realize that when I walked away from Him
telling Him that I'm done with Him
I can't stand anymore
turned the other way round

I felt so uneasy
I just need Him by my side
no matter what

In the evening, like what we promised
we met at jetty
He walked me to the waiting side of the ferry
I know I will felt hard to say goodbye there

but I have to
at the last..

He was so caring,so loving
Just my perfect CheeKian
We gonna meet after 2days more

Countdown--Countdown

Today I've came across a beautiful girl's blog
She is really pretty :)
Sigh.........
I wish that in future I will be pretty too

Can I?
I like those fair skin,
soft & smooth hair,
small and kissable lips,
thick eyebrows,
beautiful and seducing eyes
so so so so............
PRETTY

I'm wondering,
What do Bii think about me
Does He think that I'm kind, pretty , ugly or smart or
how..
But he never say anything

Deep in my heart
I know I should make a change,
a make-over
But how
I don't know

I just know
that everything will come as the time comes

See ya til the next blog :)