CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Today I wake up quite early at 6.30am
I went for the Psychology and Economics class..

Then I met Bii at the mall :)
*the most happiest moment

Suddenly...........
turns sorrow

He was not happy with the lunch I think - Hainan Chicken Rice
Suddenly, I felt He doesn't care about me
He walked across the road, walked so fast,
without looking back,
where I am
But I still following Him from the back
coz' I know
I have to be with Him
always
no matter what

I've cried after realize that when I walked away from Him
telling Him that I'm done with Him
I can't stand anymore
turned the other way round

I felt so uneasy
I just need Him by my side
no matter what

In the evening, like what we promised
we met at jetty
He walked me to the waiting side of the ferry
I know I will felt hard to say goodbye there

but I have to
at the last..

He was so caring,so loving
Just my perfect CheeKian
We gonna meet after 2days more

Countdown--Countdown

Today I've came across a beautiful girl's blog
She is really pretty :)
Sigh.........
I wish that in future I will be pretty too

Can I?
I like those fair skin,
soft & smooth hair,
small and kissable lips,
thick eyebrows,
beautiful and seducing eyes
so so so so............
PRETTY

I'm wondering,
What do Bii think about me
Does He think that I'm kind, pretty , ugly or smart or
how..
But he never say anything

Deep in my heart
I know I should make a change,
a make-over
But how
I don't know

I just know
that everything will come as the time comes

See ya til the next blog :)

CHAPTER SIXTHTEEN

Today is an ordinary day.
But I do feel uneasy today...
Just when I called Him, He did not answer my call.
I’m so anxious, worried.
Am I over care about Him?
Sometimes I might think I’m doing something over than it should be.
Things don’t always turn up the way we want it to be.
Or in another way – the more we give, the more we might get disappoint.
I think it is human nature.
I think I should learn to love myself more, thus to protect myself.
What will be will be, right?
I get a nap-mare today.
The scenes were so scary.
I just don’t wanna get through it, I hope.
What will be, will be.
With no doubt and realization,
We have shared >>
139days, 3336hours, 200160minutes, 12009600seconds.
TOGETHER…….
We together is a blessed fate.
Honestly, I hope to grow old with Him. 


-Andrea,19th May 2011-