CHAPTER NINETEEN

Today is a holiday,
I stay at home - rest .

The most "special" thing when I'm at home is ..................
Guess what ?

I don't need to put on alarm :/
Yes! You are right.
Ma mum is the natural-alarm- no snooze-nothing .
Accurate & sensible !

It was about 10.30+ + ,
but
I still feel wanna sleep :O
Have to wake up no matter what,
Kalau tak,
 nanti mummy merajuk ehh ~


She bought me "roti canai" as breakfast.
Thank you , Mummy!
I have longed to eat it too actually ! haahha

One of the most delicious food on Earth ~

I have this with a glass of plain water.
I wished I could get "mamak teh-tarik" right now.
It woud be super-good !

Then, I'd tried to do some revision on Economics
not because of I'm hardworking,
but BECAUSE................
the trial exam is just around the corner ! oppss!!

Actually, I've set a goal to be made,
Just not sure I could or not to make it to the top ~
A very hard dedication and lots of struggle needed :(
but,
nothing comes easy, right ?

I'm doing revision on Chapter6 (Inflation).
Though I'm studing UK and other countries' inflation.

However, I would like to share with you guys about the Malaysia Inflation Rate as well.
From 2005 until 2010, the average inflation rate in Malaysia was 2.77% reaching an historical high of 8.50% in July of 2008 and a record low of -2.40% in July of 2009.

The latest update was >>The inflation rate in Malaysia was last reported at 3.1% in July of 2011.

Inflation rate refers to a general rise in prices measured against a standard level of purchasing power. The most well known measures of Inflation are the CPI which measures consumer prices, and the GDP deflator, which measures inflation in the whole of the domestic economy. 

The impact is about 3/5 stars rating.

 For more updates, check back the latest inflation rate which will be release at September21st~


Stop here for the inflation rate til the incoming update ~

It will be 3days more so I can meet my HIM.
For the worst thing I've ever said and repeated again&again was 
I do miss CCK♥

It was so so not normal to be without HIM by myside.
But, it's okay ~
as HE promised me to send me at least a picture everyday. 
Such a good good good "Cessar" :)
Please, I'm not that kinda human-magnet that always stick to boyfriend kay!
I'm just being caring ^^
And......."Cessar" don't angry me kay? for posting this out.

Byhere, hope that HE is fine. (happy+healthy+fatty)

While blogging, 
I'm waiting for my Lunch!! Hungry**


Let me intoduce my simple X delicious
Lunch's Yummy Menu >> No.1 Ayamas Black Pepper Crispy Fried Chicken !!

The breading is coated with premium quality black pepper corns and premium quality chicken meat is well marinated with world famous black pepper corns from Sarawak. Contains no preservatives, Trans fat or MSG. It gives an authentic peppery flavor and will spice up your palate.

This is how the packaging looks like.

850 gm

RM 11.99 

See..crispy....krunch*krunch**

>> No.2 Sambal Kerang Mak Soon 

(ignore the name-cuz' especially created due to ma mum's dish)

 I would like to share its recipe (just 5simple steps) with you guys but in malay version cuz' it would be easier for me to explain.. Sorry :) 

Resipi Sambal Kerang

Bahan-bahan ( 2-3orang)

• 1 mangkuk kerang yang telah direbus dan buang kulitnya
• 1/2 biji bawang besar dikisar
• 3 ulas bawang putih dikisar
• sedikit belacan
• sedikit air asam jawa
• 3 sudu besar sos tomato
• 1/2 biji bawang besar dimayang
• 2 sudu besar cili giling
• garam dan gula secukupnya
• sedikit minyak untuk tumis

Cara-cara

1. tumis bawang putih dan bawang besar yang dikisar sampai wangi.
2. masukkan cili giling dan belacan
3. masukkan air asam jawa, sos tomato, garam dan gula.
4. masak sampai kuah agak likat dan masukkan kerang serta bawang yang dimayang.
5. biarkan seketika sampai bawang layu.. sedap dimakan bersama nasi atau nasi lemak 

>> No.3 Fresh Cucumber 

Fresh cucumber with some sliced onions &other ingredients (not so like it)

Hmmm....what should I say ...
Well, although just a few dishes, and although they are simple,
But they are really easy to prepare and nice to eat too XD (self-compliment).


Dinner time; we are so lazy to go out to dine and were terribly head-ache of what to eat,
so, mummy cook again. (simpleXyummy)
Dinner Menu : >> Sardine Fish 

Eat sardine MUST choose Ayam Brand !!

This is how it looks like :)

>> Another species of lala (don't know the exact name)

>>vegetable same like cucumber, but not cucumber

That's all for dinner ~
Suddenly, I feel so inspirational of telling myself
"When I feel like giving up,I  remember why I held on for so long in the first place"

 (It is all about my goals & mission)

That's all for today ~ 

But before I go, I would like to say; "I miss my CK"..

Hope He read this :P

_stay tuned til the next update_

-Andrea, 31st.August 2011-

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Hi, it has been such a long time I didn't blog due laziness :S

Well, today is a very special day >>Hari Merdeka (54th)

So, I would like to wish every Malaysian citizen "Selamat Hari Merdeka" !!
I'm proud to be Malaysian :)

After over five decades of independence, what does that very word, MERDEKA, mean to us, the young people ?

What does Merdeka mean to you?
What do you feel when you hear the word, 'Merdeka'?
Does "freedom" ring in the same sentence?
Do you find a frisson of joy at having able to celebrate 54 years of peace, independence and unity?

All this while ,
Being almost 18,
Merdeka simply means to me that we have achieved independence and freedom from a foreign power.
It must have been such a long way for the past "wira bangsa" to fight and protect against enemies and thus, bring this on til today.

Merdeka has a significant meaning in my life.
It is not only what content in the history we study in textbooks in past few years.
Sadly, not much of us, young people appreciate or even aware what is the true meaning behind all this while - MERDEKA.
What does young people today know is just to admire other countries' well-being , and stepped on own country's part.

The word Merdeka holds not only the memory of freedom for our country, but it reminds us of our roots, of our ability to be united and harmonious.

The most important is NOT to be racist.
No matter what races, religion, ethics, languages spoken and skin color,
WE should stand together as a whole - 1 Malaysia.

But, however, Merdeka, sadly, has recently lost its meaning for me. It's unfortunate that I now view it as a kind of holiday, to distress or to relax. Perhaps the reason is the big 'HOORAY' that has been made of it had disappear.

When I'm lil,
it was an excited thing when MERDEKA day came,
I used to countdown a night before and waited in front of the TV ,
Just to see the news popping out.

In school, we used to celebrate this day to the full.
We sang so many patriotic songs,
waved the flags here and there,
wore "Jalur Gemilang"'s shirt,caps,
made our own badge, and
the one
I remembered the most
was decorate the class.

SUPER-AWESOME !!

I wouldn't go back to the past to sing patriotic songs at school with friends anymore.
What I can do is,
bathroom-K-ok :P

MERDEKA!!


_stay tuned til the next blog_

-Andrea, 31st.August 2011-

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Today I wake up quite early at 6.30am
I went for the Psychology and Economics class..

Then I met Bii at the mall :)
*the most happiest moment

Suddenly...........
turns sorrow

He was not happy with the lunch I think - Hainan Chicken Rice
Suddenly, I felt He doesn't care about me
He walked across the road, walked so fast,
without looking back,
where I am
But I still following Him from the back
coz' I know
I have to be with Him
always
no matter what

I've cried after realize that when I walked away from Him
telling Him that I'm done with Him
I can't stand anymore
turned the other way round

I felt so uneasy
I just need Him by my side
no matter what

In the evening, like what we promised
we met at jetty
He walked me to the waiting side of the ferry
I know I will felt hard to say goodbye there

but I have to
at the last..

He was so caring,so loving
Just my perfect CheeKian
We gonna meet after 2days more

Countdown--Countdown

Today I've came across a beautiful girl's blog
She is really pretty :)
Sigh.........
I wish that in future I will be pretty too

Can I?
I like those fair skin,
soft & smooth hair,
small and kissable lips,
thick eyebrows,
beautiful and seducing eyes
so so so so............
PRETTY

I'm wondering,
What do Bii think about me
Does He think that I'm kind, pretty , ugly or smart or
how..
But he never say anything

Deep in my heart
I know I should make a change,
a make-over
But how
I don't know

I just know
that everything will come as the time comes

See ya til the next blog :)

CHAPTER SIXTHTEEN

Today is an ordinary day.
But I do feel uneasy today...
Just when I called Him, He did not answer my call.
I’m so anxious, worried.
Am I over care about Him?
Sometimes I might think I’m doing something over than it should be.
Things don’t always turn up the way we want it to be.
Or in another way – the more we give, the more we might get disappoint.
I think it is human nature.
I think I should learn to love myself more, thus to protect myself.
What will be will be, right?
I get a nap-mare today.
The scenes were so scary.
I just don’t wanna get through it, I hope.
What will be, will be.
With no doubt and realization,
We have shared >>
139days, 3336hours, 200160minutes, 12009600seconds.
TOGETHER…….
We together is a blessed fate.
Honestly, I hope to grow old with Him. 


-Andrea,19th May 2011-

CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN

-The 5th day of college life-

Everything started to be changing at the first step of mine to this new place in Penang island
to a place that seems quite familiar to me,
but now
it get more and more close to me
On the last 12th June, Sun,
I move into the college's hostel
Before this,
I always wondering how is it like to live outside,
on my own,
living my own live,
perhaps to have more and more freedom..
However,
when the day came,
I felt I started to regret that I wanted it so much before this

Honestly,
I started to miss home,
Daddy,
Mummy,
Brother,
My bed,
Mummy's cook,
and
lots
lots things that I used to do before when I'm used to be at home

The course orientation started very awkwardly,
seriously to say
I'm quite shy and scared
However, I did pushed myself to go through it
because as mummy said,
No one knows me there,
I have to change my character.
to be more talkative, initiative, good for sure..

I don't know much..
I don't like to have so much pressure here..
I prefer it to be more light, relax and fun
well....college life, isn't it?

Time passes very fast,
today is Friday,
perfectly close to weekend
I'm going home later
to visit my family
as the first reason :)
I feel truly happy
the first feeling I felt
the day I'm waiting for..

Home Sweet Home

_Andrea_ Friday,17thJune2011

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

It has been awhile I didn't update the blog.
I've been so much in these days,
Life is so tough,
I feel like wanna run away from everything and stay in a deserted place..

Maybe that would make me more better,
but.........
there's something behind - deep inside my heart that I am holding on.
Too much..

Am I in relationship ?
Or am I just a burden for Him?
Why He always complain about me?

Am I not good enough ?
He never praise me, even a word....

I used to be confident in front most of people, but
in front of Him, I lose it..
I become timid,
I feel so small,
so timid..
The feeling is not that good at all..

Today we argue because of past things..

I'm just like, Oh God, How long could I keep holding on being like this ?
Being untrusted..
Struggle alone..
Suddenly I feel so empty inside!

I wanna let Him to know, I need Him..
I don't wanna waste my time, I want Him to be my Mr.Right..

I wanna tell Him what's in my mind, before it's too late

_to be continued_

-Andrea, 12th May 2011-

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Countdown 0Day

Weehee..today We met..
went for a date..
not bad I could said, but we did argue :(
But it's okay..at least we can be together,
it would be more than enough.

Life ain't always come the way we want it to be

-Andrea, 29th April 2011-