CHAPTER TWENTY

-A Fresh Start-

Welcome blog. Once again..after that since the last post..Well.. I wasn't know what to write about..Any comment what to write ? 

 So, roughly start then.....

It's the exam months for me to end up my A-Level. 

However, last week, I get a call from a lady, now is my boss.

I get to the interview thing and started the job.

Mummy was so anxious and worry if I can study and work in the same time.

Family! Can’t live with them, can’t live without them. 

 But just remember: blood is thicker than water.

But..as wish....What I had planned gone well until now.. 

So, hopefully this will last and even improved :)

Talking about the job, it's a "Seafood" restaurant again.

Thinking back, I thought I swore to myself that I would never ever work in that kinda place anymore.

It's freaking me out.. Effing* tired!

What I'm thinking ? I also don't know.

I've learn new things tho.

Going to a new place, without knowing the history, without clearly tasting ALL the food, I'm actually asked to introduce and recommend food to the customers. SWT!

I feel bad, I had to admit.

Pointing pictures in menu and telling them they are super delicious, telling them that they will regret for not trying. (blow-water)

What to do.....boss asked me to do so..my job..my responsibilities..

No problem until now..

Just that some customers seem like doesn't speak mandarin or english, so what?

Then start to belasah 'hokkien' with them then... *BiLingBaLang$%^*#*

I remembered past few days there came one aunty said "Don't talk chinese to me, I don't understand one."

I so wanna ask back her right to her face, "Didn't you hear I'm talking English to you?!" Wtf-

And then she talked hokkien to her son. Please la..So arrogant, act elegant ! 

Put all your money on the table, I salute you then! 

Action speaks louder than words! 

However, roughly, I've met new friends, new competitors, and learn new things.

Forward to have and see more !

As I posted in my facebook today, how to encourage people to read your blog ?

Nobody is reading, No followers, No likes, no comment either. Poor me :(

I hope there's people out there who is willing to read my boring blogs and  send in your tips for what I should write about and I’ll be sure to post them.

Therefore, I can improve my blogs. 

There is a Contract Law exam tomorrow.

Hope I will be doing it well !

Recently, I'd listen to 'On the Radio' by Regina Spektor. 

The lyrics is meaningful. 

There's a part of it that never leave my head. and the lyrics keep repeating on and on. 

 "No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"

I'm locked up in the apartment with books, social networks and flu.

At least with Jason Derulo's songs. 

Thanks God !

I never felt I'm connected or socially active.

That's why I always said that my boyfriend is my best friend.

Seems like everyone is either walking away or didn't talk to me except for Him.

I always asked him if is it my problem that I felt dull.

He always answer "Oh no..Not your fault at all..It's because you're too silent that makes you hideous and people think you're arrogant. I'm with you. That all matters, didn't it ?" 

Maybe I should start to think out of the box in this matter.

Perhaps to grave the feeling of no matter how noisy is the place I'm in, I still felt alone.

If there is still no any good in it, I think I will post to find a soul as my friend.

Nothing comes easy, I see.

But, honestly, I'm frustrated of talking to people, I don't know who should I trust, which is false, because everytime I try to make one, turn out, they back-stabbed me, turned their back on me.

So, I rather being alone. Let the lyrics take their places to replace what I need to express.

Guess what, I knew those who view me on facebook.

I just hide it to poke back.

Because there is no point when I'm not ready.

It sounds like Eyy NaNa.... I don't give a damn ..but thank you for letting me to be in the center of your world!

As I always said..well..

I have never regarded myself as this or that. I have been too busy being myself to bother about regarding myself.  I take a lot of pride in being myself. but I'm comfortable with who I am.

This is how thursday night goes by~ 

Goodnight :)

Stay tuned to the next~      X.O.X.O Andrea